Last week my son got an ear infection for the first time. Here comes a sharing about the underlying pattern. The pain stopped right after I got conscious about the root cause and the conflict was resolved. 

The family left Costa Rica last week for a summer in Sweden. As I wrote in the previous blog, I got off the plane in London to do something I’ve never done before – Tantric sessions. 

Five days later I arrived in Sweden and met up with my parents and children. The children were very happy to see me. My youngest did not leave my lap, slept close to me, woke up, and continued to be in my lap. I received hug after hug. At midday, he began to complain about pain in the left ear. In that moment I knew that there was a conflict, which had to do with me. Normally, the conflict behind the ear infection either is ‘something one heard that one does not wish to hear’ or opposite ‘could not hear anyone/anything one wanted to hear’. There is also a program that gets triggered by something you hear in connection with a sexual conflict. Those areas of the brain are located just inside the area of coronary veins and coronary artery (sexual frustration or loss of territory with a sexual theme).

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The first day of the rest of my life gave the most amazing omni-orgasmic experience.

I’m going to share the powerful process I been though the last three months. It’s very intimate, and it’s an awakening I wish for everybody.

Awakening the female sexual power came though with the solar and lunar eclipse late March/early April. I said YES and synchronicity guided me to a tantric teacher in London.  I booked two sessions with him. Soon after I received two ‘warnings’ not to book the session. I know when I know that something is correct for me. A catalyst was needed and I had booked with the right man.

Every time I am about to do something that means a quantum leap, I get warned. So far I never listen to the warnings and experienced a quantum leap after quantum leap.

In the same time when I chose to allow my sensuality and started to open the sexual power – it was time for the father of my children and my life-paths to go different ways on a dharmic level. Life seems to have different plans for us. I thrive in Costa Rica and he likes to live in Sweden. Even though we broke up, I experience loving him more and had new yummy experience of making love due to the opening. It made me feel the step forward was difficult.

After a blueprint yoga training I found the power of the lung breath. Embodying the lung energy was a blissful experience. It also made me have an orgasm in the lung area of the yoni the same day.  Fast and delicious feedback! During the yoga training I also discovered my core strength energy. I got energetically and physically strong in my step forward. I realize that I had projected my ability to love more onto him. In that moment I claimed my ability to love more as my strength – not as my weakness. I love him and always will.

I stepped out of the airplane in London and he continued to Sweden with our kids, where we will be for the summer holiday.

Sitting in the tube I got aware that London is a special place for me. I’ve activated my dharma here several times. January 2000 I moved to London and in a week the spiritual realm was revealed. Suddenly my awareness open to something that was totally dormant the first 20 years of my life. I understood what I had missed without knowing.

Also my core veil (root of separated ‘I’) got awoken in London back in 2009.

Now I am here to active my female sexuality. Since I booked the session the opening started.

During today’s tantric session my yoni opened as well as my body and energy system – far beyond expectation. Being present with a man who embodies divine masculine was the most healing experience I’ve ever had as a woman. I let his loving, present, safe masculine energy into the core of my being. He opened up my female ejaculation, which he calls yoni crying, in order to release stuck emotions that is also the root why it closed in the first place. The first one made my cry and laugh at the same time. I had six of them that each of them opened up the different chakras. The last one blew out my third eye, crown and activated all the glands in my brain.

Eventually, everything went still. He held me with love for one hour and tears of gratitude were present. He said what I got out normally takes many sessions. I came open, prepared and ready.

From the bottom of my heart and being, if you are a woman, then say yes to your female sexual power. It will change your life and many others. The process starts with your choice. That choice may bring up resistance from others. See that as normal and keep honoring your choice with an open heart.

Sisters, we live in a time where we can be spiritually, financially and sexually free. It’s time for a powerful, delicious and abundant life. The spiritual awakening changed my life. Being able to manifest abundance though doing the work I love changed my life. Claiming my female sexual power has changed my life.

You can choose it all.

Suddenly all my current clients, energetically, are asking for embodying their female power, sensuality and sexuality as well as opening the second charka – receiving the pleasure of abundance on all levels in the human life. The benefits are beyond sexual pleasure. The true pleasure is living intimately with life and supported of the whole life force energy (integrated masculine and feminine power), My womb has expanded and is now holding space for more women to experience the true power, abundance and glory of living intimately with the life force.

Apply for a free conversation if you are interested in an individual mentoring process to embody your true power. Write an email to me sharing your calling, intention, story (past and present), whether you have a business or not, relationship status and emotions around it, your relationship with sensuality and sexuality, health status and eventual health symptoms.
Send your application to susannebillander@gmail.com

With more love,

Susanne Billander

PS. The free conversations will be for you who are interested to commit to a mentoring process – if it feels right when we connect in the free conversation.

This Friday I was invited to a Jewish celebration. The eco-village we live in is truly international. We represent 28 different nationalities and therefore different religions. The Jews are celebrating today that they became free years of slavery in Egypt.

In 2009, I read ‘Ringing Cedar’ books about Anastasia. In one of the books she shared a story about the slavery in Egypt. I’m not attached to whether this story is true, but the massage touched me deeply and it served as a catalyst to my choice living true FREEDOM.

One of the high priests sat and observed the slaves and studied if someone had a spark in their eyes. If he saw a spark, then he knew that the person planned his way to freedom by escaping. He was contemplating the dilemma – A slave has a longing for freedom and it required many guards to prevent escapes. It costs a lot to keep the guards, to give food and housing for the slaves. He had an idea and he shared it with the other high priests. If we drop all slaves free and give them money for their effort, then they will work better – without costing us more. We do not need guards, they become responsible for building their own houses and take care of cooking their own food.

The slaves were set free. The freedom lit up the eyes. They began to work faster and started to work together to become more efficient with the purpose to make more money. The money they earned was just enough to house and eating.

The priests created the illusion of freedom and it created faster construction results, but the fact is that the slaves were still slaves for their survival. Actually, their life in freedom didn’t change much. They still had to do the same job to get money for food and housing.

Our society is built on this principle.

Work – J.O.B (Just over broke) is created to provide a salary so that people can pay for housing, food, car, clothes + a little more for some consumption, which causes the current economy go around.

I invite you to explore this weekend if you live the illusion of freedom or true freedom.

You can be a slave for:

Your children

Your partner

Your work

Your lifestyle

What others think and feel

Your desire to make money

Your spiritual quest

A religion

Your past or future

Your own or others’ feelings

Your health

The true freedom is the fact that we are free to choose in each moment.

Our reaction to a situation shows us in what way we are slaves to an illusion.

Victor Frankl and Nelson Mandela have shown us that although they were locked up in concentration camps or in prison, no one could deprive them of the freedom our Spirit is. The person who discovers true freedom becomes a role model in the world.

I have experienced miracles after signing on a legal document  ‘The Act’s name, I Susanne Billander am guilty of quackery’. Some of you know about that process. If you don’t, then you can read it here.

Join my FREE webinar on Monday 6th April – How to become an abundant catalyst for transformation. Sign up here

Happy Easter!

Susanne Billander

Recently,  two Swedish therapists have been in the news. One was portrayed as a fraud in the biggest evening magazine and one was written off from the speaker list at the Pharmacy Conference.

I was once reported to the social board, yet far from being a negative event in my life, it became a magical experience. [Read more…]

Last week my aunt died. Three weeks after the first symptoms, she fell asleep the last time in this lifetime.

Like the birth of a child, also death is an emotional moment. It becomes apparent that the physical body leaves a void and that is filled with memories of the person.

The death creates intimacy with life. It invites us to reflect up on life. Do we live while being alive?

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