The first day of the rest of my life gave the most amazing omni-orgasmic experience.
I’m going to share the powerful process I been though the last three months. It’s very intimate, and it’s an awakening I wish for everybody.
Awakening the female sexual power came though with the solar and lunar eclipse late March/early April. I said YES and synchronicity guided me to a tantric teacher in London. I booked two sessions with him. Soon after I received two ‘warnings’ not to book the session. I know when I know that something is correct for me. A catalyst was needed and I had booked with the right man.
Every time I am about to do something that means a quantum leap, I get warned. So far I never listen to the warnings and experienced a quantum leap after quantum leap.
In the same time when I chose to allow my sensuality and started to open the sexual power – it was time for the father of my children and my life-paths to go different ways on a dharmic level. Life seems to have different plans for us. I thrive in Costa Rica and he likes to live in Sweden. Even though we broke up, I experience loving him more and had new yummy experience of making love due to the opening. It made me feel the step forward was difficult.
After a blueprint yoga training I found the power of the lung breath. Embodying the lung energy was a blissful experience. It also made me have an orgasm in the lung area of the yoni the same day. Fast and delicious feedback! During the yoga training I also discovered my core strength energy. I got energetically and physically strong in my step forward. I realize that I had projected my ability to love more onto him. In that moment I claimed my ability to love more as my strength – not as my weakness. I love him and always will.
I stepped out of the airplane in London and he continued to Sweden with our kids, where we will be for the summer holiday.
Sitting in the tube I got aware that London is a special place for me. I’ve activated my dharma here several times. January 2000 I moved to London and in a week the spiritual realm was revealed. Suddenly my awareness open to something that was totally dormant the first 20 years of my life. I understood what I had missed without knowing.
Also my core veil (root of separated ‘I’) got awoken in London back in 2009.
Now I am here to active my female sexuality. Since I booked the session the opening started.
During today’s tantric session my yoni opened as well as my body and energy system – far beyond expectation. Being present with a man who embodies divine masculine was the most healing experience I’ve ever had as a woman. I let his loving, present, safe masculine energy into the core of my being. He opened up my female ejaculation, which he calls yoni crying, in order to release stuck emotions that is also the root why it closed in the first place. The first one made my cry and laugh at the same time. I had six of them that each of them opened up the different chakras. The last one blew out my third eye, crown and activated all the glands in my brain.
Eventually, everything went still. He held me with love for one hour and tears of gratitude were present. He said what I got out normally takes many sessions. I came open, prepared and ready.
From the bottom of my heart and being, if you are a woman, then say yes to your female sexual power. It will change your life and many others. The process starts with your choice. That choice may bring up resistance from others. See that as normal and keep honoring your choice with an open heart.
Sisters, we live in a time where we can be spiritually, financially and sexually free. It’s time for a powerful, delicious and abundant life. The spiritual awakening changed my life. Being able to manifest abundance though doing the work I love changed my life. Claiming my female sexual power has changed my life.
You can choose it all.
Suddenly all my current clients, energetically, are asking for embodying their female power, sensuality and sexuality as well as opening the second charka – receiving the pleasure of abundance on all levels in the human life. The benefits are beyond sexual pleasure. The true pleasure is living intimately with life and supported of the whole life force energy (integrated masculine and feminine power), My womb has expanded and is now holding space for more women to experience the true power, abundance and glory of living intimately with the life force.
Apply for a free conversation if you are interested in an individual mentoring process to embody your true power. Write an email to me sharing your calling, intention, story (past and present), whether you have a business or not, relationship status and emotions around it, your relationship with sensuality and sexuality, health status and eventual health symptoms.
Send your application to susannebillander@gmail.com
With more love,
Susanne Billander
PS. The free conversations will be for you who are interested to commit to a mentoring process – if it feels right when we connect in the free conversation.
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